The Good ole Days..haix..

(Haix..T.T)

T.T

Haix, remember the Primary school days Ricardo, when you muscle gun carrying man could not win mr.swimmer in arm wrestling. I miss those days, where we would sing the Pak-Ka-Liao song, and me beating up some bullies, and you being the "tough guy" pushin me around cuz I was an angel..

Which reminds me, angel. Sigh, heard me being called that too many times. Even self-praise, was accepted by friends, even though you all say YAR RITE..and ect, you all can't protect your point. So you are in a way jealous.

Bleh, making you guys laugh through my ways are getting old and tiring. I eventually have to stop shouting and do the eyebrow thing soon. Parents, teachers, seniors, BROTHER EDWARD, heck even the girls are putting pressure on meh.

1) Parents : OMG DIE, U GOT GF! (Self-Explainatory)

2)Everyone, Amaths, 3Sciences, they all want me to excel. Dont get it wrong, not that I dont wanna be looked as an intelligent person whom the teachers know can get A1 for Os..
3)Seniors, simply putting it, ur teaching me, really really cool..but distracting stuff..haha

4)Brother Ed : I know you are "distracted" Link this with - If you bring them along, you will be doing don't know what with "her" ( Self-Explainatory)

5)Er..nvm, if I explain, Ill be dead the next day. Jkjk..Lols

O.o Damn in primary schs my problems were...
1)OMG IM GONNA PLAY TODAY! AHHH

2) Hey, its Dorothy! Hihi! (then ricky goes all emo and teases me = =)

Neway, point is. What the hell! I don't wanna grow up. Let me go back to freaking primary school so I can be the care-free idiot i was. This "matured" shit has really really changed me. Haix. Altho, yeah, Im childish ect ect..its how I keep thy sanity intact. All u freaky hypocrits..wanna grow up sooo fast..Thats why girls > you..they dont act like aunties like u act like uncles..rofl..

o.O Lemon tea making me aggresive..sry. haha. But yeah, you know that time, where u saw cartoons say "When you grow up, you wished u'd be young again" And u laughed at that. DAMN its soooo true..Lols..
Neway, change. What have I changed into? I wonder sometimes, whether I've become better or worse. The latter, always strikes me. When I'm talking to newly made friends, people I don't wanna talk to, ect. People expect alot more from me.

Neway..List Positive :

-Tower of support(Rofl..I think was at some church camp)

-Lender of Strength(Lmao, someone when I helped him in Lourdes)

-True Friend(Alot)

-Listening Ear(More than Alot)

-Someone to look up to(Rofl..I will lmao whenever I hear this, which is a lil often)

-Daddy(o.O!)

-Loyal and Faithful Person(Too many, and not by teh guys T.T I scared whenever they tell me that..)

-Kind(Ok..)

-Innocent(Totally..)

-Funny(Could say that, when im in the mood)

-Sweet(Rite...)

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K fine, you people want the other list..jeez..:

-[]D[][]V[][]D(Guys, you break my heart when u say that../serious)

-Sexy beast(Oh ya..I can live with that. Just..don't wink and touch me../shiver)

-Dorothy(I have no idea why I have a girl nick. Go die guys..)

-Evil Bastard(True to a smaller extend, er no 3 page evidence atm)

-Specs(Damn i love this 1..rofl..Primary Sch!! Woo!)

-Wierdy(Wierd..)

-Genius from the Bottom(T.T)<>

-King of slackers(True)

-Wise Slacker(Damn straight to the point)

-Stature of the Slacker God(I have no idea, which Idiot, told me this)

-Slacker of Slackers(Slacking..is..gewd..)

-bad person(damn sec1s)

-Hardcore player(Now..when u guys say this, You refering to wow, or the the BGR aspect of player)

-Scheming Child(Cmon..who votes yes..? _silence_ who votes No. Rawr!)

-Sweettalker(I hate u guys fer this).

-And the all new from Cass : Abuser of Knowledge. Pimpformers(Now..Cass is Jealous..comfirm)

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Rofl..I have more negative than positive statuses. Aww. Nvm, Ill go ahead and say, all you people who said the negative things are jealous. O well, neway, any new things to add to the list would be cool..haha..

What a Day..

(o.O 24th Feb. Long, tiring but quite intriging and fun haha)

o.O

Alright, would have been a normal saturday..if not for the fact I went out the whole day. Came back, exceeding my curfew, not getting a lecture and still awake at 11pm. Miracle imo.

Okies, first, Ben and I planned to meet at Zion for some Dota. Then he told me I had to act as his spiritual director, which isn't acting, I guess in the absence of Bro.Ed, and Dannel, I am the next person in charge. haha. We got to Zion exactly the same time, what a coincidence, didn't have to wait for each other, man, what a day alrdy. Then we played like..1 game of Dota, getting trashed, stupid 4v3. Then omg, COREY and Nicholas came, I mean, WTH COREY! ROFL! MAN he was like, the last person I expect to play lan, at 11am in the morning. Then we played and owned those two, LoA rocks..rofl, 3000 life ftw.

After that, met Charles and Bryan and went off to Curia. We arrived 15mins late..cuz of the bus, it was travelling 10km too slow, thus, we shulda reached 15mins earlier. Humph. Chris shuddup! I always am early..haha. Curia good, besides talking too much, trying to keep from shivering under the air-con, and Chris pestering me, it was good.

After curia, went to mass in Church of the Scared Heart. In the bus, er, got what thing happen ar? Oh ya! People looking at us...alot of people..haha. Anyway, cool church, the stain glass very good, the choir, excellent with echo effects.

Yah, you did scare me Michelle, haha, but I didn't go toilet cause of that. haha. Er..then after that long long mass, Mic got scolding by that lady, then saw Sylvia's family, Benjamin taking advantage of his no-handphone to stay out late, and me being some guai non-talkative fella, we set off for dinnerz!

Then at Long John's got something happen JUST AS WE WERE ABOUT TO EAT..haha, then I sat there near the pillar at the sidewalk waiting. All the people looking at me sit was cool..I felt so noticed..not like its new..lol im so vain sometimes. Then eat dinner liao, we went back home. Stupid ben wanted to play 5mins of E-Zone..rofl. On the train, mindlessly follow Mic and Bel to Raffles, And srsly, I was joking..eee! Then went onto east line train with Ben, and got home and I am typing this now. Very tiring for some reason, isn't like it when I go out with our group rite Cass? Our group come back liao, so energetic, maybe cuz we dont do nething but sit down and watch movies..rofl. Aiight, and now, its Good night fer me. Hmm...maybe I should go out more than I alrdy do, then Ace my Os, so JC I can date and go out like 24/7 ROFL! I drunk liao, stupid wine..they said minimal alcohol..!

-Teh List-

o.O met some new friends..in and outside sch =O :
-MICHELLE!, Haha best 1. Keepin me company. Sry fer ur phone billz. lol
-Dominic. Damn..ur a beast, too bad ur not as good as me haha, argue more and ONE DAY can beat me
-Nathalie, Rofl..u seem nice. Sry nvr say hii in curia lors..was..gettin wacked by some1..
-Clare, Hmm...I don't wanna know why..lols..ask seb to go out wif her. XD
-Bryan Koh, ok..now ur my friend. Socialise more dood, girls dont eat u..USUALLY..
-Edward, Whoa..ang mo fer teh win man, u talk cewl..lol cya soon.
-Sebrina <--- She owned me in an arguement. Go figure. = (
Hmm who esle..
-Mr.Tan, omg..ur actually a good person TCS..rofl..omgz..haha nice 2 talk 2 u..
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People who dissapointed meh:
-Bro Ed, aww u thought wrgly abt me >.< I studied like..3hrs a day since this year. And im not "distracted", nor attached, nor going lan everyday, nor am I going to change my religion cuz of a girl..haha
-Cass, u will be in this list..FOREVER..haha, u only can win cuz u got upper hand..pfft..and pls stop calling me names..makes me sad...>.<
-(-----), I thought you wanted to be just friends..I'll consider but I dont know you well enough..
-Royston, haix..u failed A-maths, nvm same as me lols.
-Eynon, bloody hell crush my 1st draft..it was soooo beautiful...rawr..
-Clement, chao sch to chao speech writing..what more can I say..

Who I liked in the last 7 days..(Please be mature, yeah you..)
-BP-Wong just made another hit..wooo! "Does ur father cane you, tuo ku fang pi?" Who doesnt like BP-Wong should go die.
-TCS, talked abit..guess you really do care abt us...1 <3 fer u sir.
-Jason, yes, i put my hand on ur shoulder and u nod ur head..im nvr sick of that haha
-KB, yesh..u good, u good..
-Chris Oh, u do that shoulder thing 1 more time and ur outta the list.
-Neo, ... study more A1 Pupil..nvr let me copy..haha
-Michelle, nice smsing wif u, no matter what, ur a good person =D Cute, kind, nice and friendly. And talking too much is good..lol
-Agnes, dream???? Rofl...I mean...don't play with me ley...I not handsome.
-Sylvia, this 1 guai guai 1 haha. Relax..the acies is like..FAR away.
-Sebrina, wow..u argue good..im gonna meet u again just to out-talk u..rawr..
-Royston, if u fail physics..ima kick u outta this list.
-Mark Koh, u owe me $3..
-Lol..and yesh...Nicky, u call me pumkin, teddy bear, boy boy can..but dont call me sweetheart again..freaks me out..

Quotes of teh Week:
-My heart belongs to you, on-one esle will I love in the same way my dear dear
-Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder (Agnes..wow..chim)
-I love you..(Romeo, damn...best quote evar..)

~Why~

(Haix)

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Can someone tell me why? Why I am who I am? I once wished that I could be like a good person who would get what everyone wants and live a happy life. Someone that I love, something that I can excel in and call it my own, children, and friends like Cass which I can argue with day and night knowing sometimes I will get owned..

But yupps..the phrase "Becareful what you wish for.."

Haha, u stupid guys keep spreading rumors sia. First is I attached, then oh become you know what..?? What did I do to make you all think that...jeez..its kinda proding me in the back of my mind.

First is a friend suddenly made me realised she liked me.

Then another, sorry but ur JUST a friend.

Then got another friend..haha..funny lar u XD But nonetheless u asked too...lols

Haix! Guess I'm a bad person by being good =( All I did was be a friend..its all ur fault cass..haha

Oh well..like all the others, guess I'll have to chuck em aside into a lil corner which I will regret 1 day...T.T

o.O...lol

(Haix..I love my job..lols)

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Friend: I like her and I think she likes me. Think we can go stead sia. Long term sum more.

Me:You told me..becuz?

Friend:Dunno, just ask you whether I should chiong anot?

Me:Oh..so you want me to make you think it'll work out..or you want me to make you forget her?"

Friend:...lemme think it'll work out lol

Me:How you know she like you?

Friend:Dunno, shes kinda shy when talking to me. Then her friend told me she like me and all. But when one on one she like..knows what to say to me..lol

Me:Shes shy around friends cause she can't relate you to friend. Thus, you are different to her.
Me: Her friend is bullshitting, dont take "friends" words, tho it may be true.

Me:She asked you out to go with her friends, o joy. Next.
Me:She knows what to say prolly because shes being thinking abt it even before you both meet on the day. Theoractically, she has being thinking abt you at home or when your not even commucating to her.

Me:Thus, I conclude that she likes you.

Friend:Wow...thx..rofl

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(on the other hand, I hate my job)

Friend:Hey can you help me? I can't stop thinking about my bf.

Me:Ok..you want me to make you forget him and break your heart ar?

Friend:Haha, you can try.

Me:Why you like him?

Friend:I never said I liked him.
Me:Don't lie to me, its abit obvious...bf??? L2lie better..

Friend:kk, he is kinda cute, then very nice to me lor.

Me:Does he like you?

Friend:...how would I know? I think so. He very nice to me when we go out. Then he also ask stuff like he very concern. I dunno lar.

Me:Tell me the thing going thru ur heart n mind now, no use lying. Theres something ur not telling me.
Friend:...

Me:Dots now lar..cmon now, u ask me to help u..cant help if u dont wanna tell me all of it

Friend:Fine. You like can read mind like tat... I think he likes someone esle to. Then when I ask him, he got angry.

Me:U sure ar...you want to commet truthfully ar?

Friend:Try your best, only a few people can change my mind.
Me:If you can't answer these questions, you dont "like" him. And theres no point in the relationship.

Me:Why do you like him?

Friend:I told you liao..

Me:Those are pathetic excuses, what do you know abt him that makes him special?

Friend:He just has a good personality and kind heart lar.

Me:How long you think you all will last...?

Friend:Long term lor.

Me:Your lying to yourself. Neway, what made u think he likes another girl?

Friend:He has less and less time. Think i over-reacting..But got one time, he say he dont have time, then he went out with another fella. My fren tell me1.

Me:ok...heres the 3 results from the questions.

Me:You don't know why you like him. Your reasons are not good enough for me lol. If you continue, I give your relationship...5mins after reading this. And yeah, he is two-timing you. He tells you he has no time. He goes out with another girl. If your his only gf, then there is no harm telling you that he cant cuz he is going out with another friend on tat day. Your friend guessed, but its usually rite. Neway, for you to suspect him to 2time you means you dont trust him enough. Simple equation, relationship = trust = love, no trust means nothing. Now go break up liao, no point holding on to him. Idiot is playing you. Btw, I'm not dumb, I know you like Nicholas. At the camp so ez 2 see, he had 2 exs..wanna guess why they broke up??

Friend logs out.

2hrs later.

Nicholas:WTF MAN! WHAT DID YOU TELL HER???

Me:Nothing, hows Deb?

Nicholas:You made her break up with me. Bastard.

Me:Srsly, what happened to Deb and Michelle?

Nicholas:Did you tell her abt my last 2 ex.

Me:Nope. But you were two timing them rite?

Nicholas:Yeah..and what you gonna do abt it..

Me:Nothing.

Friend logs in.
Me:~copy and paste~

Me:You did the right thing.

Friend:I am still crying, I thought nic was a good guy.

Me:-Classified-

(Hmm counselling suxs)

Watch me

Haha, thx for teh outing today guys. En jia..can u just freaking clarify why you don't like my hair, I'm starting to get irritated at you..and I don't get irritated ezily..rawr. Btw guys, dun worry, me shouting for no reason in the public and getting 5-20 ppl look at us is ok..jeez..
Soccer was fun...huh? Wouldn't have had much laughs without meh!!! Freaking ppl all trying to touch me cause I had my shirt off, your all sick..and who was the fella go grab me..can't remember..you watch out in school. I'm gonna go "happy" mode on you on thursday after PE../sneer, hahas, jk.
Luckily I didn't go swim with you all sia..wonder wtf would happen, with En jia pulling ppl's pants off and all.
Mmm..Leslie, why did you tell me all that info, I was even trying to get it outta you. Neway yeah, they are very very ____...either you give em all your time..or don't do it at all. You shoulda chose some1 more thoughtful. Lol, if everytime you pay for everything, make sure she asks you to not do it or might as well just ask her to pay fer her own meals. Ask you what she was like..bloody hell you change subject to try and intro me to some hong kong smart girl..but I just let you continue..wasn't a peaceful X eh?
Tom Yam rocks..u 4 foos all go eat the same thing..then KB u damn smart, go throw all the chilli in and made ur ears feel that poping feeling..rofl.
And yeah..there were some things that occured but I dont think I will write this kinda shit here nemore. Aww. Haha. And yeah I ok.. =)

(Gonna have hard time explaining the extra chem lesson..hmm haha)

Rofl..how ironic../sigh

(When you think something is right, it may be wrong for all you know)

~.~"Doh!"

...wow...amazing what can happen within one day of my change in attitude. Just freaking change a LIL bit then got the funniest reactions. Right huh? Wasn't as enthu as normal sia..school wasn't even fun today

New me is soo wrong, few convos after sch with other people didn't feel that fun, and I was like..just had that bo chap feeling. Sry couldn't think well fer u Sylvia rofl XP hahas. Sry Agne(haha) fer being an idiot, but why u still log out suddenly ar??

Think I should change back like by next week. Like you said Jason, changing is wrong, just be what you turn out to be.

Newayz...sry fer breaking you up dood, wont say ur name, if ur listening tu this =( She was just playing you! meh

First time and prolly the last till some emotional thingy where I'll admit this. I have no idea what I was doing. I thought I was but...Cass was first one to guess where it was going hahas..GUESS. I'll change back but keep in mind..one at a time

O well, thanks guys again..stupid world is unfair sia...now must reboot my system and delete all those who I think I must...have fun without me, yeah its possible. No cass, ur sticking so i can make sure ur not correct evr again. What I have to say for changing fer some stupid reason..i hate that girl now..haha, no is not the chinky 1 cass..i dont tell u everything hahas.

" TP..what a pity I wasn't Solomon when I was there" hahas, Lurve U lots lots <3