O yar, misery misery misery

(Life is full of suprises..isnt it..?)

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The nights past...

They flew past, so timeless...

Time...

Time was frozen for me. Still, motionless time...

The icy cold heart of mine sank further and further down into the emptyness that awaited me. Doubts. Doubts that clouded my heart and soul. Caged within this prison of fear, uncertainty blurred my sanity.

Blurred, faded...

The world simply, faded away...

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A man laid on the shore of the beach. His tattered rags, soaked in alcohol. He stared into the stars, those bright luminous diamonds. Those diamonds that he once cherished as hope and passion for someone. His expression turned into a smile, but only a moment, before he grinned and cried from the insanity that tortured him.

He turned his focus to the glowing face in the skies. The face was smiling at him. He didn't sneer, nor did he shout at the face. All he did, he simply cried. Tears rolled down his cheeks, as his solemn face exposed his fragilness. He squirmed in the anguished that tormented him, the anguish that he made someone felt when they both, looked at the moon and separated.

He laughed once again. At his malice, his cruelty and how naive he had been to choose wrongly.

He mocked himself, critizing his past will to dominate and control. His will that he felt would never have wronged him.

He scorned at the irony. The painful, everlasting irony of realising the loss of someone who truly loved him.

His eyes closed, his vision, the face in the sky, his world blurred. His world simply, faded away...

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Time...

Eternal, unforgiving time...

It burns me so, what use is there to wish for another chance

When I had so many, yet I threw them all away...

That everlasting love who always sought me, I had abandoned

What use is there, to wish for another chance...

I had forsakened her, forsakened the gift God bestowed upon me...

Take me, you may take me now. For I no longer wish to remain here...

Take me..make my world, fade away for the last time...

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The lady stood at the side. She looked at the body, the motionless body, and turned to the face. She weeped at it, her tears streaming down her face. "Why have u forsakened him? Why have I forsakened him?" She closed her eyes, and sat next to the man, "I will give you this last chance, the chance that you always needed. No matter what the cost..."

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The next morning, the couple laid at the same spot, both a smile on their face. And when I went to the beach, stared at the moon, I could see a little light. Within that light, the smile of God, I knew the two, my friends, were together. Their hope and passion, glittered the night sky, as the diamonds burned red from the only thing that God wanted us to learn...
Love...